I have found that as I have gotten older, I have become more selective as to what I share..throw out there to the masses as it were.
Trust issues...oh hell yeah. I have learned the truely hard way the fiction of that. I no longer post here , or anywhere else some things. I no longer burden friends with a lot of what matters to me. For those closest to me...they already know. As for the others..it's just not appropriate...and I do not wish to give them a free pass to sit in judgement.
The irony is thus.
I am in a situation right now where the irony is that the only person who I would bring it to or I think might understand has been long gone..27 years gone.
Damn It Mother..this really sucks..I could have used your help right now.
Me asking for your help and insight...